today i would like to talk about feminine fraidy time the name explanation to come from my writing hopefully!
after time a female knows when she has misbehaved and with me all it takes is that Look actually it starts the moment i have flubbed (misspoken interrupted tone of voice answered wrong) is the list of norm's. i know it before its even finished coming from my mouth (again the norm) and with everything in me i can't help myself i look right at him ! like an admission of guilt, believe you me i have tried not to ...can't be done unless he's not in the state! mind over matter whether it is to see if he ....Yep he did! telling my self my bottom my checks don't look at him then i was trapped looking down biting my lip picking at my finger humming I LOOKED!
SO from that time until I am punished no matter how severe it may be I am at my Weakest i am shaky my mind goes back and forth woman thoughts to other woman thoughts another day! i can't concentrate i go from kiss ass to who does he think he is! i can't make decisions! I am just a Wreck!
I need to be Punished to Feel that that was not the Last Straw , I need to be Reassured that he is not Done with me, I need to Know he is still gonna be there!
FEMALE FRAIDY TIME = From the Flub to the Punishment time when i feel Afraid!